It's been a VERY long time since I wrote in my blog but I think I'm ready to come out of hibernation now.
Yesterday I was reading an article that talked about Instagram, the actual life we lead, and the appearance of the life we lead. Our Instagram photos tend to show only the very best: the events that make us look well rounded, our new dress or favorite designer purse, our happy carefree moments. Many or all of those photos are staged.
It's like me right now. I could paint a beautiful picture of my surroundings right now. I have my favorite coffeecup in one hand, with a picture of Ella when she was just a few months old. Speaking of Ella, the world is all calm and quiet while she is still sleeping peacefully in her crib. I'm comfy and warm in my pink robe watching the beautiful sunshine stream through the windows. It's a mom's paradise! Don't you want to be me? And all of these things are true, but so are these: my comfy pink robe is hot! Especially while I'm drinking coffee. I'm about to go change before I start sweating. Ella is still sleeping but keeps interrupting herself by coughing. Poor child is sick. I haven't showered yet so I feel gross. I just got done pricking my finger so I could test my blood sugar levels now that that's what I have to do 4x a day for this whole gestational diabetes thing. The baby is kicking my ribs, so I'm sitting in a contorted "S" shape. And as I look out the window I'm not sure how I can even see the sun through the field of grass that hasn't been mowed in forever. That's the true reality of my life right now.
Sometimes the title of my blog seems to mock me, especially in these last few months. Wes hasn't found a job and we're about to have a baby. It's a struggle. It's been hard, not simple. Very hard. We've had happy times and we choose to be happy, but it's not easy to have a happy life right now. It's easy to feel sad and sorry for ourselves. But here's the truth - God will take care of us. He's been by our side the whole time and He will see us through. That's why I can still have a simple happy life. That's why even in the midst of the storms of this life, I can still enjoy the Instagram worthy moments of my life. It's about trusting God and choosing to be happy.
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
Friday, December 27, 2013
very.merry.christmas
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year from the Atkinsons!
This Christmas was our first year as parents. Even though Ella is too little to understand or remember any of it, Wes and I wanted to make this Christmas special and decide what our family traditions would be.
We stayed home this year. So on Christmas morning, when Ella woke up, we had all her toys from Christmas Eve from Mimi and all the wrapped presents under the tree. She was so happy!
While Ella played with her new toys from Christmas Eve, I made some Christmas breakfast. We had hot chocolate, chocolate croissants, bacon, and fried red potatoes.
After breakfast, we all sat together on the couch while Wes read the Christmas story from the Bible.
Then we opened the gifts we got for each other and Ella had even more to play with!
I loved our little Christmas morning with just the three of us. It was simple and fun. It was special. I'm sure each year from now on, our family will keep growing. But that will just add to the joy.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
This Christmas was our first year as parents. Even though Ella is too little to understand or remember any of it, Wes and I wanted to make this Christmas special and decide what our family traditions would be.
We stayed home this year. So on Christmas morning, when Ella woke up, we had all her toys from Christmas Eve from Mimi and all the wrapped presents under the tree. She was so happy!
While Ella played with her new toys from Christmas Eve, I made some Christmas breakfast. We had hot chocolate, chocolate croissants, bacon, and fried red potatoes.
After breakfast, we all sat together on the couch while Wes read the Christmas story from the Bible.
Then we opened the gifts we got for each other and Ella had even more to play with!
I loved our little Christmas morning with just the three of us. It was simple and fun. It was special. I'm sure each year from now on, our family will keep growing. But that will just add to the joy.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Friday, September 27, 2013
candy.corn.&.ella
It's Fall! I'm so excited and so happy for my favorite season of the year! The evenings are just beginning to cool off and I so look forward to sweaters and boots, pumpkins and lattes.
We've been sick in the Atkinson house for awhile now. Why is Wes a teacher?! At least while I rest I can think about everything crafty that I want to do. I'm thinking about starting an Etsy shop. I definitely have plenty of ideas. This morning while I watched Ella play on the floor, I grabbed some yarn and made a little candy corn hat for my baby girl.
I kept putting it on her while I was making it to be sure it was the right size, but she fell asleep before it was all done. I can't wait for her to wake up and try it on! Now all she needs is a cute sweater to go with it. Hmm...
I've been busy with life [of course] and I haven't posted in quite a while. Here's what's been going on:
Ella is pretty much a musical genius. She can play Chopin. Or at least she likes looking at the music.
She turned 6 months old! How in the world did that happen so fast?!
She's eating solid foods now. She loves avocado and carrots!
I love being a mom and I love my baby girl! It's so much fun and so rewarding. God has truly blessed me.
We've been sick in the Atkinson house for awhile now. Why is Wes a teacher?! At least while I rest I can think about everything crafty that I want to do. I'm thinking about starting an Etsy shop. I definitely have plenty of ideas. This morning while I watched Ella play on the floor, I grabbed some yarn and made a little candy corn hat for my baby girl.
I kept putting it on her while I was making it to be sure it was the right size, but she fell asleep before it was all done. I can't wait for her to wake up and try it on! Now all she needs is a cute sweater to go with it. Hmm...
I've been busy with life [of course] and I haven't posted in quite a while. Here's what's been going on:
Ella is pretty much a musical genius. She can play Chopin. Or at least she likes looking at the music.
She turned 6 months old! How in the world did that happen so fast?!
She's eating solid foods now. She loves avocado and carrots!
I love being a mom and I love my baby girl! It's so much fun and so rewarding. God has truly blessed me.
Friday, May 17, 2013
Ella's.nursery
I love to decorate. Everyone knows that. When I found out we were having a girl I was so excited! I couldn't wait to decorate the nursery for my little princess! I started out on Pinterest of course to get some ideas.
It was obvious I kept going back to that light blue/green aqua color so I knew I had to start there. I went to Babies R Us to register, and I searched the entire back wall for the right crib bedding...and I didn't like any of them! To me they were just too matchy-matchy and busy. I don't really like "cute" animals or things dancing around on everything. Butterflies, flowers, Winnie-the-Pooh, just not my style. I considered making my own everything but after the carseat, I really didn't need another huge project. I was very discouraged and a little upset until I walked down the last aisle...and there it was! The perfect bedding set! It was all different bright colors, and looked perfect with the wall color.
Once the walls and bedding were in place, furniture was pretty simple. I bought a white couch cover to go over the hideous couch. Now it looks great! My mom brought my old-fashioned white dresser with a big mirror when they came to visit from PA. We found the changing table at a garage sale for $25 - not bad and it's solid wood. Thanks to some awesome friends, we got the crib for free from a church that was upgrading theirs.
And for the final touches, Hobby Lobby came to the rescue. They had the cutest artwork! I bought tissue paper there, too for the masterpiece in the corner. I covered letters that spell 'Ella' with yarn and put those on a white shelf from Target. And ta-da! A perfect little nursery for my pretty little princess.
It was obvious I kept going back to that light blue/green aqua color so I knew I had to start there. I went to Babies R Us to register, and I searched the entire back wall for the right crib bedding...and I didn't like any of them! To me they were just too matchy-matchy and busy. I don't really like "cute" animals or things dancing around on everything. Butterflies, flowers, Winnie-the-Pooh, just not my style. I considered making my own everything but after the carseat, I really didn't need another huge project. I was very discouraged and a little upset until I walked down the last aisle...and there it was! The perfect bedding set! It was all different bright colors, and looked perfect with the wall color.
Once the walls and bedding were in place, furniture was pretty simple. I bought a white couch cover to go over the hideous couch. Now it looks great! My mom brought my old-fashioned white dresser with a big mirror when they came to visit from PA. We found the changing table at a garage sale for $25 - not bad and it's solid wood. Thanks to some awesome friends, we got the crib for free from a church that was upgrading theirs.
And for the final touches, Hobby Lobby came to the rescue. They had the cutest artwork! I bought tissue paper there, too for the masterpiece in the corner. I covered letters that spell 'Ella' with yarn and put those on a white shelf from Target. And ta-da! A perfect little nursery for my pretty little princess.
Monday, May 13, 2013
special.sunday.events
Yesterday was a very special and beautiful day. It was my 1st Mother's Day and the Baby Dedications at our church. I loved sharing my special day with Ella.
God is so good. Just one year ago, Mother's Day was so hard for me. I had just gone through the miscarriage and wanted more than anything to be a mom. And look at our little family now! Our precious little Ella is the light of my life.
Wes made my first Mother's Day so special. He took me out for breakfast and Ella gave me a little present. It's a necklace with a letter 'E' and her birthdate engraved on the side. It's precious and I love it so much! I put it on the same chain with the diamond Wes gave me the day before our wedding. They complete each other and I love it!
Then we went to church for Ella's baby dedication. She looked so cute in a brand new dress and huge pink flower headband, of course. But it wasn't just a fashion show. It was the commitment Wes and I made as her parents to raise her in the Lord that really mattered. We wrote Ella a letter an read it aloud:
Dear Ella,
You are the most beautiful blessing that God has given us. We have been praying for you since the moment we found out you were coming and we will continue to pray for you throughout your life.
In front of our friends, our church, and God, we dedicate you to the Lord. We promise to raise you in a home full of love, respect, and integrity where you will learn to honor us, but more importantly, to honor God. We promise to be Godly examples through our actions, our words, our relationships with others, and our relationships with Christ. We promise to actively teach you to follow God's word and pursue Him above everything else.
We can't wait to see the person that you will become - your personality, your talents, and your interests. We will help you find God's will for life. We love you and promise to love you through everything - when it's difficult, when it's tiring, when it's awkward, and when it's embarrassing. We are honored to be your parents and with God's help we will raise you the best way we can.
We love you,
Mommy and Daddy
It was the most beautiful perfect Mother's Day! I am so blessed.
God is so good. Just one year ago, Mother's Day was so hard for me. I had just gone through the miscarriage and wanted more than anything to be a mom. And look at our little family now! Our precious little Ella is the light of my life.
Wes made my first Mother's Day so special. He took me out for breakfast and Ella gave me a little present. It's a necklace with a letter 'E' and her birthdate engraved on the side. It's precious and I love it so much! I put it on the same chain with the diamond Wes gave me the day before our wedding. They complete each other and I love it!
Then we went to church for Ella's baby dedication. She looked so cute in a brand new dress and huge pink flower headband, of course. But it wasn't just a fashion show. It was the commitment Wes and I made as her parents to raise her in the Lord that really mattered. We wrote Ella a letter an read it aloud:
Dear Ella,
You are the most beautiful blessing that God has given us. We have been praying for you since the moment we found out you were coming and we will continue to pray for you throughout your life.
In front of our friends, our church, and God, we dedicate you to the Lord. We promise to raise you in a home full of love, respect, and integrity where you will learn to honor us, but more importantly, to honor God. We promise to be Godly examples through our actions, our words, our relationships with others, and our relationships with Christ. We promise to actively teach you to follow God's word and pursue Him above everything else.
We can't wait to see the person that you will become - your personality, your talents, and your interests. We will help you find God's will for life. We love you and promise to love you through everything - when it's difficult, when it's tiring, when it's awkward, and when it's embarrassing. We are honored to be your parents and with God's help we will raise you the best way we can.
We love you,
Mommy and Daddy
It was the most beautiful perfect Mother's Day! I am so blessed.
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
the.carseat.project
I promised awhile ago to share Ella's car seat project. It only took me just about all 9 months to complete. But I am so happy with how it turned out and she sure looks cute in it!
Before:
After:
For anyone who wants to ever take it upon themselves to recover a car seat let me just say - you're crazy! It took a lot longer than I ever dreamed to finish this project. But it was worth it in the end.
First I ripped up the old seams so I could use the pieces as a pattern. I made sure to take lots of pictures so I would know how to piece everything together again. That part was the most tedious and time consuming.
Then, I cut out the new fabric pieces and reassembled them. The sewing part went pretty fast overall and was a lot more fun. I guess I just don't have a whole lot of patience for huge projects.
But it turned out so well in the end. And Ella loves it!
Before:
After:
For anyone who wants to ever take it upon themselves to recover a car seat let me just say - you're crazy! It took a lot longer than I ever dreamed to finish this project. But it was worth it in the end.
First I ripped up the old seams so I could use the pieces as a pattern. I made sure to take lots of pictures so I would know how to piece everything together again. That part was the most tedious and time consuming.
Then, I cut out the new fabric pieces and reassembled them. The sewing part went pretty fast overall and was a lot more fun. I guess I just don't have a whole lot of patience for huge projects.
But it turned out so well in the end. And Ella loves it!
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
i.am.back...finally
Even though it has been forever since my last post, I will not make excuses because I have good reason - our little baby girl was born on February 28, 2013! A gift from God and so so so precious!
Introducing Ella Joy Atkinson:
She weighed 6lbs.10oz. and was 19.5 inches long. My labor was relatively painless and I was so thankful that I was able to have her naturally. I loved her so much during my pregnancy and even more the moment I saw her for the first time. She is beautiful!
And 2 months old already! I have no idea where the time has gone! It's crazy how fast she is growing up. Pretty soon it will be time for Atkinson baby #2. But for now I'll enjoy every moment with my beautiful girl. It won't last forever.
Introducing Ella Joy Atkinson:
She weighed 6lbs.10oz. and was 19.5 inches long. My labor was relatively painless and I was so thankful that I was able to have her naturally. I loved her so much during my pregnancy and even more the moment I saw her for the first time. She is beautiful!
And 2 months old already! I have no idea where the time has gone! It's crazy how fast she is growing up. Pretty soon it will be time for Atkinson baby #2. But for now I'll enjoy every moment with my beautiful girl. It won't last forever.
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